Fuck today sucked!!! I bawled my eyes out over stupid shit... even now my eyes are still burning. I worried and obsessed untill I almost threw up. Then I did throw up... cuz I ate some reheated taco salad at midnight. And worst of all I was a total bitch to one of my best friends!!! I mean I believe I had the right to be mad at her but my stupid emotions which have been wacked all week got in the way and I'm pretty sure I said some stuff she didn't deserve. Sure I said I was sorry like a billion times after I cooled off but I still feel like shit! I just feel so bad. Hurting the people you love is bad, very, very bad. STUPID FREAKING ME!